Yesterday I spent 15 hours with him. The first couple of hours we hung out in a group and it was really fun and not awkward at all because we were just relaxing and going with the flow. But right before I left, he wrote something down that is going to stick in my head for a while. He played songs that we used to listen to because they reminded us about one another. Then later that night, he picked me up and we went out. We watched tv and made breakfast (at night-weirddd) together. We searched youtube and talked for a really long time. Haha singing in the car on the roof was probably one of the funniest things ever because I knew a dance to one of the songs… that shocked him. We went back to his house and just spent the night with each other talking and laughing. We watched the sunrise together in his car this morning and got mcdonalds for breakfast. That 15 hours were something truly something. I felt comfy and happy and didn’t want it to end. I wish my whole summer could be like that. He dropped me off this morning, and it was kind of an awkward goodbye because I wanted to spend more time with him and I’m hoping he wanted to with me. So we just kind of sat there and said bye and then I got out because I didn’t want to make the situation awkward or anything….
Maybe I’ll text him tonight. Just maybe. I don’t want to bother him and always talk to him.
oh goodness, here comes the feelings. i’m going to have to hide them so I don’t mess this up…
